PSA

i havent wrote in a while, usually this is my therapy. i got ryan leslie bumpin obnoxiously through my eardrums and this is how i release my thoughts. write and listen to good music. its been a lot of things going on with me, but i refuse to let people be hindered by it. i dont know how people take credit for what God has blessed me with. i can live without friends, i can live without being accepted by society. i dont have to be centered around a social life. a social life doesnt pay me. im a young lady who has her slip ups, and ill take full responsibility for them but i refuse to be tormented. ive always been the person on the other side to do the right thing, and always put other people ahead of me. im not doing it anymore.my life has been fucked up for a minute, and when i find my "peace of happiness" im not bout to let it just pass. i can keep grinding with a million eyes of hatred on me. im fine with that because my mom and my family could never hate me. when you are focused, you arent gonna even be affected by the childish trials. thats GROWTH. thats MATURITY. thanks to GOD for all my blessings including my family true friends, and everything else positive in my life.